things that totally 100% happened in s9 → 9.1/23
Dean just saw the last of his family die in front of his eyes,murdered in the worst possible way by a twisted Angel who is “wearing” his brother.Dean watched as Sam’s body took the life out of Kevin.He watched as the young man’s eyes burned in his skull and he watched as Gadreel left, taking a completely helpless and unprotected Sam along.Kevin is gone,Sam is gone,Cas is gone,Charlie is gone.Dean has noone.Dean has nothing.Dean Winchester,ladies and gentlemen is a BROKEN MAN.
*I didn’t even bother putting my name on my gifs.I am doing this because I don’t care right now.This episode hurt me in too many ways and I am doing this under no name because this does not belong to me.This does not belong to you.This belongs to this character.That’s all I had to say.
Sam will carry the guilt of knowing
he murdered Kevin with his own hands
he’ll never be clean
since he was twenty three years old Sam has had to watch from inside his own body as something else used his hands to slice innocent people and beat his brother’s body and burn a prophet from the inside out happy holidays
DO YOU REALIZE HOW FUCKING GUILTY DEAN IS GOING TO BE NO
I’m sorry everyone’s really upset about Kevin but I’m just like… Sam’s body is being used against his will again and he’s probably conscious of it now because Gadreel or what the fuck ever has no reason to erase his memories and now Sam is just freaking out because he hurt Dean and killed Kevin and it’s like Lucifer all over again
His last moment.. worrying about someone else.
HE’S NOT DEAD WE’LL BE OKAY WE’LL JUST DENY IT HE’S NOT DEAD HE CAN’T BE THEY’LL JUST FIX IT THEY’LL WRITE UP A NICE STORY AND KEVIN WILL BE BACK AND AFTER THE BREAK WE’LL GET HIM BACK AND IT’LL ALL BE OKAY IT’S FINE WE’RE OKAY WE’LL BE OKAY I’M FINE WE’LL BE FINE IT’LL WORK OUT FINE YEAH COOL WE’LL BE ALRIGHT
AMEN TO THAT.
repeats this to myself as i curl up in fetal position
Dean litterly lost everyone this episode, kevin is fucking dead, cas is gone to somewhere fighting a war, and sam is gone and just don’t even look at my because im crying